| adios xanga...
...for real this time!!! i can't have two blogs & facebook...it's just too much! :)
but i love you guys a whole lot. my myspace is here and you are more than welcome to check it out.
au revoir!
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| well...this has been quite the eventful night. it's reallllly late, and i've got church in la manana, but i've been thinking tonight about a bunch of stuff -- and sometimes that keeps a girl up.
i hope that those of you who are at home are having an amazing time! i'm still here in town b/c i'm working ... it's a good thing i like my job so much ;). it's actually been pretty nice to be here this weekend - nice & quiet.
i want to ask that you would please pray for me. things are crazy right now & i need Jesus to grab ahold of my heart and remind me of his love. thanks and i love ya!
"he gives and takes away
he gives and takes away
my heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be your name"
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| thanks for the words of encouragement in reference to my last post! yep...i pretty much love you all :).
there are a lot of things going on in my head & heart right now. i'm tired of being focused on myself -- i want to have a worldview that is bigger than my little problems and worries and victories. i want to be aware of what God is doing in the world as a whole and how he's changing the lives of my friends and of whole nations.
...but that's hard. it's so much easier to do everything for selfish gain. i definitely am wired this way (being inclined to do things that make me look good) and not to love unselfishly like Jesus did.
my heart aches as i realize how much of me is not like him.
goodnight 
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| i'm done.
no more looking to silly guys who more than likely could care less about me to determine my self-worth.
i so want my Jesus to have my heart completely. i'm in a painful spot right now because i've allowed guys access to my heart who didn't deserve it ... or i've entertained thoughts of something happening when deep down i know that i'm not completely giving my heart to the Lord.
gals...anyone been here?
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| purity.
"Who may ascend the hill of the LORD?
Who may stand in his holy place?
He who has clean hands and a pure heart,
who does not lift up his soul to an idol
or swear by what is false.
He will receive blessing from the LORD
and vindication from God his Savior."
Psalm 24:3-5
i desire purity of heart.
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